Ouch!
Well, here we are, another week down the drain…
Tedium in Todayum
My nerve pain acted up severely Thursday. Like lighting sparks and rockets exploding in my face. The best thing is to keep the area warm and rest.
I took additional meds to help reduce the pain, and got blasted on pregabatin with the usual CBD oil brownie. Luckily I wasn’t needed for errands yesterday with the salon. I cancelled my physio appointment so no agenda to speak of, it was a quiet day. I’m not used to that. I wasn’t good for much more than browsing the internet all day. Found some sweet music. I could do that all day, every day. To hell with art and life. Give me music! There is a rare Don Cherry I’m about to post tomorrow, Saturday.
Nardo went to town to some transgender agenda. He was gone all day so I had the house to myself. Although is was blue sky and sun today, the air is still cold and that triggers my TF+GN.
I could hardly take care of myself all day. I moved very slowly, and Nardo left the breaker on in his room so I couldn’t sleep during the day.
Now they’re both back and both on the web, so I’m just typing this offline and pasting it in later. Now if I can just get Nardo to turn out the breaker to sleep. Every night I wait until his prince(ss) decides to go to bed and kill the breaker for me, since the panel is in his room. This morning he turned it on early getting ready to go to his appointment in the city. It wakes me and makes my heart race and my muscles ache.
That’s why I got all those heart tests, to make certain it’s not some heart condition that’s causing the palpitations. Since we’ve been turning off the breaker at night, I feel much better, not fatigued nor achy. It’s a no brainer to me. It’s electricity. Just stay away from high fields and I’ll be okay.
So much good music, so little time to listen to it. Often I get hooked on something and give it 5 or ten plays, until I’m satisfied. Like the man said, “I can’t get no satisfaction, but I’ll try…”
Urgency with the Agency, Office Politics and Bullying
Unfortunately, today I had to go help GF at her salon. This is a bloody ordeal, to say the least.
This morning has been equally trying in that I was unable to tend to my nerve pain and personal needs, because of having to go in to the salon this morning on the brink of snowfall to help GF. In the process I didn't have breakfast, so my stomach is upset from my meds without food. Nor proper time to exercise, or exorcise the demons from a restless night. I had to deal with emails regarding the proposed cell mast adjoining the salon strata, which by all indications will affect resident's ill health even further from even higher growing exposure to EMF. The list goes on. It took 6 other difficult emails to collect accurate information, to get to the main one which is an email to the land agency handling resident comments to a deadline to attend a town hall meeting to answer questions. And to top it off, an ex-CST (Citizens for Safe Technology) member phoned to reprimand me after receiving the copy of the communication, saying I gave out too much information to the other party. I really was under duress and wasn't thinking clearly. So I acknowledged his concern and apologized and am happy the urgency is now over for today.
Anyway, I'm not certain that laying down and playing victim here serves any purpose. I understand the strategy of holding our cards close to our chest. However, pointing out what is already public knowledge and using that to our advantage, I believe is working from a point of strength. Standing up to the corporate bullying and sidestepping here at play, is the Ameri-Canadian way! So I don't feel so bad about doing it my way. I hope I am right in reading them that way. But I still apologized to the fellow who is acting as a sounding board to say I failed to consult him before hitting send. Don't hit send! You may live to regret it..
Now I am taking downtime the rest of the day to recoup my shortfalls with health and self care. What a Coney Island for the Mind, this is proving to be! Sigh...
The sun came out on the way home, and I've become a retired (retard) writer in the sun!
GFs been making these awesome greek salads the last two days. Delicious, she used an onion dressing extended with olive oil,
so it becomes like a vinaigrette, understated and yummy!
.
Tedium in Todayum
My nerve pain acted up severely Thursday. Like lighting sparks and rockets exploding in my face. The best thing is to keep the area warm and rest.
I took additional meds to help reduce the pain, and got blasted on pregabatin with the usual CBD oil brownie. Luckily I wasn’t needed for errands yesterday with the salon. I cancelled my physio appointment so no agenda to speak of, it was a quiet day. I’m not used to that. I wasn’t good for much more than browsing the internet all day. Found some sweet music. I could do that all day, every day. To hell with art and life. Give me music! There is a rare Don Cherry I’m about to post tomorrow, Saturday.
Nardo went to town to some transgender agenda. He was gone all day so I had the house to myself. Although is was blue sky and sun today, the air is still cold and that triggers my TF+GN.
I could hardly take care of myself all day. I moved very slowly, and Nardo left the breaker on in his room so I couldn’t sleep during the day.
Now they’re both back and both on the web, so I’m just typing this offline and pasting it in later. Now if I can just get Nardo to turn out the breaker to sleep. Every night I wait until his prince(ss) decides to go to bed and kill the breaker for me, since the panel is in his room. This morning he turned it on early getting ready to go to his appointment in the city. It wakes me and makes my heart race and my muscles ache.
That’s why I got all those heart tests, to make certain it’s not some heart condition that’s causing the palpitations. Since we’ve been turning off the breaker at night, I feel much better, not fatigued nor achy. It’s a no brainer to me. It’s electricity. Just stay away from high fields and I’ll be okay.
So much good music, so little time to listen to it. Often I get hooked on something and give it 5 or ten plays, until I’m satisfied. Like the man said, “I can’t get no satisfaction, but I’ll try…”
Urgency with the Agency, Office Politics and Bullying
Unfortunately, today I had to go help GF at her salon. This is a bloody ordeal, to say the least.
This morning has been equally trying in that I was unable to tend to my nerve pain and personal needs, because of having to go in to the salon this morning on the brink of snowfall to help GF. In the process I didn't have breakfast, so my stomach is upset from my meds without food. Nor proper time to exercise, or exorcise the demons from a restless night. I had to deal with emails regarding the proposed cell mast adjoining the salon strata, which by all indications will affect resident's ill health even further from even higher growing exposure to EMF. The list goes on. It took 6 other difficult emails to collect accurate information, to get to the main one which is an email to the land agency handling resident comments to a deadline to attend a town hall meeting to answer questions. And to top it off, an ex-CST (Citizens for Safe Technology) member phoned to reprimand me after receiving the copy of the communication, saying I gave out too much information to the other party. I really was under duress and wasn't thinking clearly. So I acknowledged his concern and apologized and am happy the urgency is now over for today.
Anyway, I'm not certain that laying down and playing victim here serves any purpose. I understand the strategy of holding our cards close to our chest. However, pointing out what is already public knowledge and using that to our advantage, I believe is working from a point of strength. Standing up to the corporate bullying and sidestepping here at play, is the Ameri-Canadian way! So I don't feel so bad about doing it my way. I hope I am right in reading them that way. But I still apologized to the fellow who is acting as a sounding board to say I failed to consult him before hitting send. Don't hit send! You may live to regret it..
Now I am taking downtime the rest of the day to recoup my shortfalls with health and self care. What a Coney Island for the Mind, this is proving to be! Sigh...
The sun came out on the way home, and I've become a retired (retard) writer in the sun!
GFs been making these awesome greek salads the last two days. Delicious, she used an onion dressing extended with olive oil,
so it becomes like a vinaigrette, understated and yummy!
.