Well, Dickwad has come up $300 short of the rent again, claiming he owes a lot of money. Well, yeah.
How about starting with your rent?
The Lost Boy
Alone on the barren hills of clover, who will pay for his harp? Who will play his harp?
Forget your fucking harp payments for the fairy harp you don't play. Forget the money spent on sewing equipment to help you start a career in sewing and costume design. None of that. It just sits gathering dust while you play out your existence in some fairy mode wanting, not to be here doing what we love. Instead he is stuck in some escape mode looking for friends and entertainment, angry at the world for not providing him what he doesn't know what he wants. Overlook the money you blew on partying at the Gay Pride parade and clothes to make you look the part. Nardo is a fucking mess. He is angry enough to be suicidal or worse. Methinks GF needs to seek out other help for him in the form of a rehab and counselling life coach situation. He is going to AA, but that's not enough. He needs rebuilding. Dayhouse rebuilds your self worth and confidence from life fallout to functional self care. Sources helps to redirect your career or job search to something that you are able to do based on health and skills. There are options, but Nardo is just shut down, doesn't give a flying fuck for anything that came past, doesn't honour what he has, he has become a real ass. So, I think he needs to be thrown out on his ass, so he can find his head. He is such an arrogant self-centred prick, he cannot see the community in us trying to help him. He just shits on any attempt that he can't live up to. He has set his expectations too high and from the look of it, he cannot bear to work. He thinks he can be free and taken care of like some princess, a gorilla in a tutu. We all wish we could be that princess. He needs to go to the zoo to find that kind of gig. I know other people who are like that, who can't hold a job. They hate being hemmed in. Then they end up on welfare or begging for food on the street or worse, stealing and conning their way through until they wear out their welcome and have to move on. So we'll see how GF handles this. Can she deny him groceries for food? Or demand he get another job or simply move on and find his own way. Neither of them understand how this impacts me either. Shortfall has a trickle down effect. Suddenly my credit cards can't be paid because I need to cover part of his unpaid rent. Covering the missing pieces for GF, my own limited finances are suddenly compromised. Suddenly I fall behind with utilities again, helping to make up the shortfall Nardo has created. And again, he defends himself with false logic, because in his mind, he is right and everyone else is wrong.
My face is extremely painful today and GF told me to stay home, she will deal with the salon today. She is pretty rattled by his arrogance at paying her short on the rent. As far as I can tell he doesn't really want his mother's help, he just wants to use her until he can get elsewhere. He is doing that well.
Later this morning, he approached me regarding something he can't find of his, which he thinks we took from him. We have not touched anything. He is blaming me and shouting in my face that he knows me and he knows what I did. I did nothing. I told him I don't what he's talking about. He said he hates me and that I need to get out of his way or he will kill me. I backed off and phoned 911. I'm typing this out as I await the police to come and stabilize him. He is a truly fucked up angry piece of shit that doesn't deserve my sympathy. The sooner we are rid of him the better off we will all be. At this point I really don't care where he ends up. We've done all we can to help him. Now it's all up to him. GF is afraid he's going to kill himself. And I think he will.. if he doesn't kill someone else first.
How do you get rid of an unwanted gay pride she-male transgender gorilla in a tutu?
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