Nuts Hell Does the Backstep

[pigshitpoet]

It's 3 more sleeps until we move residence from this Wifi hellhole. We had a reprieve of 3 days when the neighbour disappeared from under the stairs. Then she came back like a stray dog and still has warm steaming dog shit for brains. She's not just stupid, but she's ugly too. We have vowed not to say anything to her and focus on moving and being in the new place. That will be such a big relief, not having to sleep in the van then go to work or function through the day. It's been hard on all of us. Most of all, Nardo took a backstep and GF found some booze in his room again. He hides it, then has nothing to say about it if he's caught. I can smell it on his breath when that happens, and his personality shifts to cocky boisterous 'F' word lingo that makes me want to leave the scene. But GF steps up to it to hold him accountable every step. I have no idea if he will ever face himself or just let her steer his mess trying to help his sorry ass. He goes to Buddhist AA meditation, but seems to need his 'medication' in between. He thinks that somehow one justifies the other, not really intent to change, but just go along with it.

If I was a psychiatrist, I might make a study of this and glean some useful insight into addictive personalities. I can see how he rationalizes to cover his tracks and justify his anti-social crap. So, shit for brains and booze for breath and wifi up the ass, and we sleep in the van to get away from it. Like I said, 3 more sleeps and hopefully all this shit will shift. Or at least be easier to navigate.

I can smell change in the air..



Let spring refresh all the manure of years past and bring bright new beginnings!

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