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so, i decided to suck it up and go see my mom.
once i walked in the door, she hugged me and told me she loved me so much....made me cry
seems like i've been crying since yesterday
today the tears just wouldnt stop....felt like someone ripped my heart out...they just kept streaming
I dont think i've ever cried that hard for such a long period in my whole enitre life.
All i can picture is my mom walking away and seeing her back fade into all the people in the airport...knowing i've was driving away and she was only in a building ....with no idea of when i will see her again..breaks my heart beyond belief.
i've changed so much in the last year and this seemed like the time to prove to her that im not just the immature little girl anymore. and that i have become a level headed semi adult....and i hardly got to see her.
I'm very proud of the person im becoming....although there is alway room for change. Last year i was a very unhappy, unmotivated person, and although i might not live on my own or have a car just yet, i can see them in my future unlike before.
once i walked in the door, she hugged me and told me she loved me so much....made me cry
seems like i've been crying since yesterday
today the tears just wouldnt stop....felt like someone ripped my heart out...they just kept streaming
I dont think i've ever cried that hard for such a long period in my whole enitre life.
All i can picture is my mom walking away and seeing her back fade into all the people in the airport...knowing i've was driving away and she was only in a building ....with no idea of when i will see her again..breaks my heart beyond belief.
i've changed so much in the last year and this seemed like the time to prove to her that im not just the immature little girl anymore. and that i have become a level headed semi adult....and i hardly got to see her.
I'm very proud of the person im becoming....although there is alway room for change. Last year i was a very unhappy, unmotivated person, and although i might not live on my own or have a car just yet, i can see them in my future unlike before.