Well...
So I got close to someone, somebody i cant imagin life without....and they call to inform me they are moving. What the EFF!!! Mixed thoughts, mixed feelings...whateva!
So about a week and a half ago my sister calls me, whom i havent talked to in over a month. She invited me and my boo over for beer and pool. Tons of fun, let me tell you!!!
Eric moved, cried my eyes out, I guess you never reallly think about the people you can see everyday but dont until they up and leave.
Sometimes i have a pity party for myself because i feel like i dont really have that much, for myself or to offer. Then I think.....I have my health and my family and a few select friends that all mean the world to me!
My two best friends are no longer a part of my life, and i miss them with half my heart, but im starting to discover myself, something i've been putting on the backburner for a while now.
My phone is shut off, YES I HAVE THE MONEY FOR IT, but idk how to pay for it online....i mean i tried so many times that they actually suspended my account for like 8hours or some bull.....
Im happy, Im sad, Im lonely, Im content, Im giggly, Im emotional...Im Human, Im Chelsea....thats me