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i. hurt. everywhere.
i feel like an old lady. if i sit in one position for too long my muscles freeze up and then it takes me ages to get up. and i cant walk up right hahaha cuz it hurts my butt and my back and my legs too much. lorddddd i can barely walk up the stairs.
its actually hilarious to see the four of us walk. this morning while we were attempting to warm up...well lets just say it wasnt very effective.
but all this pain is SO WORTH IT. shiettt we just learned our seven person modern number. its hella tight. if we could actually all dance like jon and get it hella together and hella tight...SHIET its amazing. omylord love love LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE IT! its so dif and the choreo is brilliant.
and then learned part of my soloooooo today. its called real love... but i think its an acoustic version of mary j. blige one. well at least thats what sara tells me...i have no idea. its supposed to be lyrical...and i suppose it is lyrical bcuz of the way im supposed to dance it, but if you just heard the song ud be like uhh no this isnt lyrical. but love the dance and the feeling of it. jon was telling me this whole story about it. cuz like last year he did my solo, and it was called hold me. basic idea was the guy of my dreams was leaving to go off somewhere and i just wanted him to hold me one last time even tho i knew he ws leaving. so jon this year was like...well the guy of your dreams left and this song is starting a whole new chapter of life. he cheated on you or the long distance relationship didnt work out or whatevvvv but now you're searching for real love. so already when he sat me down to tell me this i was like whoa...i could already tell the dance would be hella emotional. and then in the middle of teaching it to me, jon was like oh yeahh i made up this solo just this year, and i actually performed it. and i was like o.0. so he was like yeah this dance really means a lot to me cuz i choreographed it wen i was going through a really hard breakup. and at that point i was just like...wow i better dance my ass off and do his choreo justice...cuz i mean if he danced this number once and he was really feeling it personally...it musta been great. so i better friggin do the same. *sigh* but that helps me so much more when im doing this numberr...the fact that it has a story to it. i love dances with underlying meaning. =) im gonna have a good time dancing to this number this year...just hope i can do it well enough. we've gone like 2/3 of the way and im exhausted by the time i get to the part where we stopped...cuz im practically running around the stage and throwing myself into it cuz im SO IN TO it. i hope i wont collapse wen i finish the number lol
ugh i gotta go choreograph rodeo now -__- shoot me i need a white cowboy hat
i feel like an old lady. if i sit in one position for too long my muscles freeze up and then it takes me ages to get up. and i cant walk up right hahaha cuz it hurts my butt and my back and my legs too much. lorddddd i can barely walk up the stairs.
its actually hilarious to see the four of us walk. this morning while we were attempting to warm up...well lets just say it wasnt very effective.
but all this pain is SO WORTH IT. shiettt we just learned our seven person modern number. its hella tight. if we could actually all dance like jon and get it hella together and hella tight...SHIET its amazing. omylord love love LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE IT! its so dif and the choreo is brilliant.
and then learned part of my soloooooo today. its called real love... but i think its an acoustic version of mary j. blige one. well at least thats what sara tells me...i have no idea. its supposed to be lyrical...and i suppose it is lyrical bcuz of the way im supposed to dance it, but if you just heard the song ud be like uhh no this isnt lyrical. but love the dance and the feeling of it. jon was telling me this whole story about it. cuz like last year he did my solo, and it was called hold me. basic idea was the guy of my dreams was leaving to go off somewhere and i just wanted him to hold me one last time even tho i knew he ws leaving. so jon this year was like...well the guy of your dreams left and this song is starting a whole new chapter of life. he cheated on you or the long distance relationship didnt work out or whatevvvv but now you're searching for real love. so already when he sat me down to tell me this i was like whoa...i could already tell the dance would be hella emotional. and then in the middle of teaching it to me, jon was like oh yeahh i made up this solo just this year, and i actually performed it. and i was like o.0. so he was like yeah this dance really means a lot to me cuz i choreographed it wen i was going through a really hard breakup. and at that point i was just like...wow i better dance my ass off and do his choreo justice...cuz i mean if he danced this number once and he was really feeling it personally...it musta been great. so i better friggin do the same. *sigh* but that helps me so much more when im doing this numberr...the fact that it has a story to it. i love dances with underlying meaning. =) im gonna have a good time dancing to this number this year...just hope i can do it well enough. we've gone like 2/3 of the way and im exhausted by the time i get to the part where we stopped...cuz im practically running around the stage and throwing myself into it cuz im SO IN TO it. i hope i wont collapse wen i finish the number lol
ugh i gotta go choreograph rodeo now -__- shoot me i need a white cowboy hat