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Edit- Have un-hidden this entry after recieving anemail from my step mom's sister
I felt God asked me to do this. I felt a great urge and tug to urge my dad to Christ and tell him im gay.
I just sent him this.....Keep in mind i skipped the preaching ;) anbd it took me an hour to write everything down.
"Now to my secret. Although it may not come as a suprise to you and you will be angry ( mom thinks im confused wich is Bullshit) I didnt choose it to be this way. I didnt ask to feel these feelings. I was born this way and i've come to accept myself with or without anyones approval cause i know God still loves me, no matter what and i have my precious friends and hoe sisters (who i love dearly)
I'm Gay, yes gay. I didnt choose it and if i could i would probbly ask to be straight but i cant and wouldnt want that cause god made me this way for a reason and ive accepted that. So no, i wouldnt want to be straight anyway. You are gonna hate me for this and ect... but whatevers. I cant help who i am."
Edit - she wrote
Hi Lloyd,
This is Marcia, Patricia's sister. Patricia has shared with me your email because i asked her about you.
I have found the Lord just like you and i'm experiencing an enormous transformation that i never thought possible... I would love to share that with you.
I want you to know that i understand how hard that must been for you to come to grips with your sexuality and how brave that is to take responsability and face the world with that.
I also don't judge you and like you just the same.
We miss you and would love to have you come for a visit, we are moving back to the house you know next week and so you know where we are. Let me know if you want to be friends and i think we can be a lot of support for each other.
Luiza still talk about you sometimes and i'm sure she would be delighted to see you.
God will heal your heart and give you the strenght to carry on.
Love
Marcia
I felt God asked me to do this. I felt a great urge and tug to urge my dad to Christ and tell him im gay.
I just sent him this.....Keep in mind i skipped the preaching ;) anbd it took me an hour to write everything down.
"Now to my secret. Although it may not come as a suprise to you and you will be angry ( mom thinks im confused wich is Bullshit) I didnt choose it to be this way. I didnt ask to feel these feelings. I was born this way and i've come to accept myself with or without anyones approval cause i know God still loves me, no matter what and i have my precious friends and hoe sisters (who i love dearly)
I'm Gay, yes gay. I didnt choose it and if i could i would probbly ask to be straight but i cant and wouldnt want that cause god made me this way for a reason and ive accepted that. So no, i wouldnt want to be straight anyway. You are gonna hate me for this and ect... but whatevers. I cant help who i am."
Edit - she wrote
Hi Lloyd,
This is Marcia, Patricia's sister. Patricia has shared with me your email because i asked her about you.
I have found the Lord just like you and i'm experiencing an enormous transformation that i never thought possible... I would love to share that with you.
I want you to know that i understand how hard that must been for you to come to grips with your sexuality and how brave that is to take responsability and face the world with that.
I also don't judge you and like you just the same.
We miss you and would love to have you come for a visit, we are moving back to the house you know next week and so you know where we are. Let me know if you want to be friends and i think we can be a lot of support for each other.
Luiza still talk about you sometimes and i'm sure she would be delighted to see you.
God will heal your heart and give you the strenght to carry on.
Love
Marcia