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i've seen You on facebook, it was your page, Natali. You picked a cover song for Dillemma 'Last One' (dont try to look it up, its local r'n'b thing). You dont know, and since you never read my journal and I'm sure of this one, that it was my theme song, every time you'd try to leave me. It's just such a beautiful song, and its words. Now you know of it from the perspective of your own. I wont elaborate. Your life is your life and I respect the way you live it. Your choice, as You used to tell me.
This evening I was thinking about You the whole time. Maybe because you thought about me too, or is it just my imagination. I talked about You with my friend Eugene. And we met Lily. This time I got to see her thru. She said her first time....ahh not my secret again. Hush hush. Silly me.
Anyhow, your taste, Baby, I admire. Whatever, Lady, you left me, and I left you, whatever. But I cant put you away, like an old shoebox full of photos. And my friend. He said 'does she speak of you the same way you speak of her'. And I said no, because You don't, Babe, you don't. We made a big fire by the house and my friend said that life gives us chances, but we say we dont like them. And it was what happened with You with respect to me. Ahhh.
Lately, I've been trying to catch my breath. The sky's been so surreal today, love it.
What you dont know that lately I've been thinking about some new kind of person in my life....to fill the gap....And I thought maybe Lily could, but when I saw thru her today, I realized its not her. And even before that I was thinking about You all the time.....
I showed her, how I used to put my arms around you, your beautiful neck and your head. She laughed. How can she understand, I cant explain. But when I showed my friend, he did. I think he might have even liked it.
You Baby, You. I've been catching some breath lately. So in my life, so in me. I loved it today, because at least with one live person, I shared what I feel for You. Soft kisses, taste in clothes, caring attitude, small talk.....
I love You Still, so much....
This evening I was thinking about You the whole time. Maybe because you thought about me too, or is it just my imagination. I talked about You with my friend Eugene. And we met Lily. This time I got to see her thru. She said her first time....ahh not my secret again. Hush hush. Silly me.
Anyhow, your taste, Baby, I admire. Whatever, Lady, you left me, and I left you, whatever. But I cant put you away, like an old shoebox full of photos. And my friend. He said 'does she speak of you the same way you speak of her'. And I said no, because You don't, Babe, you don't. We made a big fire by the house and my friend said that life gives us chances, but we say we dont like them. And it was what happened with You with respect to me. Ahhh.
Lately, I've been trying to catch my breath. The sky's been so surreal today, love it.
What you dont know that lately I've been thinking about some new kind of person in my life....to fill the gap....And I thought maybe Lily could, but when I saw thru her today, I realized its not her. And even before that I was thinking about You all the time.....
I showed her, how I used to put my arms around you, your beautiful neck and your head. She laughed. How can she understand, I cant explain. But when I showed my friend, he did. I think he might have even liked it.
You Baby, You. I've been catching some breath lately. So in my life, so in me. I loved it today, because at least with one live person, I shared what I feel for You. Soft kisses, taste in clothes, caring attitude, small talk.....
I love You Still, so much....