Thursday
Washing dishes...got a sudden urge for her to hug me...from behind...a dream like this is worth living for. I always meditate while doing dishes. Mom's like 'arent you tired of dishes everyday'. I go 'of course no'. Washing them is like fe feeling a desert's worth of sand seep thru your fingers. Music in my home...so happy to be here all along. So versatile and so dynamic, the rhythm, motion, confidence, no panic. Day by day, night by night, do I want you more than anything in my life. The things about you make me glow, want to get ahead and know that I dont have to say it for it to be true: 'all I got, I got because of You...'