Jan 14, 2008 19:48
A new day and a new page. Whom will I help today, how much will I settle. Will iahve the devotion, persistence and inspiration to help myself...2...) i will meditate, no rush, and find an answer. Calling you with small talk and tears come running...why...you happy tears. Having gotten what I want, I must not hesitate, but proceed everyday to fulfill my commitment. I know how artistic, creative, roaming I can be, but I must strive to balance it with stability, constancy and persistent planning. Such is my vision. Not, never to be tempted, but to appreciate and hold dear what is mine, including the promises I made to myself. Thus, I have reading to do and a job to find and a business to grow...
I've pretty much kept myself busy all day. And itw as a beutiful day outside. Maybe I could even tell by the crows...
So how did I feel. I felt connected. Anxious at times. Meditative at others. Not much reading done today, but ohh well, a bit of routine, got back to designing this piece. I use this free open source software called Inkscape. Its great. And you can get some demo pictures saved from istockphoto.com. and there's a good tutorial on Inkscape too. Its vector graphics. Its nice. So you can play around with these demos and when you really need something you can buy it there. Its convenient. It always eases my soul, gives a feeling of accomplishment. I also feel exercising effecting my hormones. Its good.