Wednesday
1st thing in the morning: If yesterday I woke up very disturbed, but feeling strong, today feels peaceful and confident. My highest priority for this new day is to open my heart, feel and learn something new. But most importantly feel. Feel the world around me and notably myself.)
Lunchtime at my Grandpa's: I feel Natali is thinking of me. That's why I'm being peaceful and confident, but I also want to. Want to be. Want to be your perfect everything. Be the man of your dreams. It will be easy. It will be hard. It will be colorful. I know what you want. I know what I want 2.
14:33 I called you back, just like you asked, but was it 1 or 10 minutes that passed while I was waiting. So glad to hear your voice. Knowing you is such an inspiration. Knowing you is such an experience. You were the one who changed my life in that you were the only one who made me want to change.
Its evening and the night is thick upon the city with shiny starry necklace and a cozy, homing, sleeping bag attitude of proprietary nighty night darkness. Jokes aside, who said I can’t love you despite everything. It’s this notion that just brought back a smile to my face. Yes, you are no perfect and I won't go to any length in describing your peculiarities. But...only you can give me a reason to live through a feeling this pure, this versatile and strong. And I do feel that a bearded guy of decent age want to stay true to his love like a little girl. You believe it’s my weakness, maybe you even despise me because of this. But I know you know what? That the more you will go on by yourself, the more you'll realize how rare this freaky feat of character really is. I can hide, but I can’t change this now. I will be, I want to be around, even if it takes forever. And if you find your perfect soul mate, I'll know its possible and back off to find mine...) But from now on, with all my heart and devotion I will love every bit of my fantasy about you, my princess. I will fight to be worthy of a chance to look into your eyes. Fight circumstances and ally with them to make our own alliance possible, real. So rational, isn’t it? Not nearly so, I assure you. My fantasy, I want You...
Lunchtime at my Grandpa's: I feel Natali is thinking of me. That's why I'm being peaceful and confident, but I also want to. Want to be. Want to be your perfect everything. Be the man of your dreams. It will be easy. It will be hard. It will be colorful. I know what you want. I know what I want 2.
14:33 I called you back, just like you asked, but was it 1 or 10 minutes that passed while I was waiting. So glad to hear your voice. Knowing you is such an inspiration. Knowing you is such an experience. You were the one who changed my life in that you were the only one who made me want to change.
Its evening and the night is thick upon the city with shiny starry necklace and a cozy, homing, sleeping bag attitude of proprietary nighty night darkness. Jokes aside, who said I can’t love you despite everything. It’s this notion that just brought back a smile to my face. Yes, you are no perfect and I won't go to any length in describing your peculiarities. But...only you can give me a reason to live through a feeling this pure, this versatile and strong. And I do feel that a bearded guy of decent age want to stay true to his love like a little girl. You believe it’s my weakness, maybe you even despise me because of this. But I know you know what? That the more you will go on by yourself, the more you'll realize how rare this freaky feat of character really is. I can hide, but I can’t change this now. I will be, I want to be around, even if it takes forever. And if you find your perfect soul mate, I'll know its possible and back off to find mine...) But from now on, with all my heart and devotion I will love every bit of my fantasy about you, my princess. I will fight to be worthy of a chance to look into your eyes. Fight circumstances and ally with them to make our own alliance possible, real. So rational, isn’t it? Not nearly so, I assure you. My fantasy, I want You...