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Frankly put, I'm not doing that well nowadays. Sorry.
It's from all the stress of schoolwork and adjusting and stuff. Yeah, everything I've mentioned before but bigtime now.
So I'm finished with my midterms and I've done really horribly on two of them. I actually considered withdrawing one class but decided no way, I'm not gonna let that tamper with my grad school admittance. So I'm going to bear with it for the next of the semester and at least try to get a B. My other class I messed up I can always retake it, being a psych class (Sensation & Perception).
I haven't done so well on the rest of my exams either. The stress really built up and on Monday I came down with enteritis, which is horrible. I spent all night in the bathroom and yeah, I had another exam the next day. I managed to go to school and take the Biological Psychology exam which was grossly difficult, almost to the point of the Sensation & Perception one. The Sensation & Perception exam was crazy. The professor suddenly went berserk I think. It was said that he gave really easy exams. Well I guess he decided to flip his mind this semester, because the mean score was 66 out of 100. The professor was hellish mad and he blamed us for not studying. And so I really think he is crazy. I got a 68 by the way... my friend who is really hard working got a 93. I'm doomed for the rest of the semester and I am so gonna give the professor a hard time.
There are 2 months of school left (cheers to those of you who are done with classes) and I've made it so hard on me. Well at least I've decided to just get through things instead of dropping stuff.
My glasses are messing with me too. The reason I hate glasses is that I'm so sensitive to them, they're really uncomfortable. I've changed to contact lenses last year, but my eyesight (astigmatism) has gotten worse, and someone told me that means lenses aren't right for you. So I've tried wearing glasses again but no, they're so annoying.. I think with all the stress from exams that made me really edgy about them. Every little stressor rolled up with each other into a great mass of impact. Oh well. Maybe I'll just say eff you to my eyes and resort to lenses again.
I should go study for my Sensation & Perception class and them leave to meet up with my teacher for the class I thought of withdrawing, Classic Korean Literature. I was out of my mind when I chose that class; right now I write English more cohesively than Korean. Sigh.
I'll end this gloomy rant with a picture taken yesterday. I pass off as looking well. I just wanted to make a point to everyone who said I was tiny: See how I look HUGE compared to the other girls??
It's from all the stress of schoolwork and adjusting and stuff. Yeah, everything I've mentioned before but bigtime now.
So I'm finished with my midterms and I've done really horribly on two of them. I actually considered withdrawing one class but decided no way, I'm not gonna let that tamper with my grad school admittance. So I'm going to bear with it for the next of the semester and at least try to get a B. My other class I messed up I can always retake it, being a psych class (Sensation & Perception).
I haven't done so well on the rest of my exams either. The stress really built up and on Monday I came down with enteritis, which is horrible. I spent all night in the bathroom and yeah, I had another exam the next day. I managed to go to school and take the Biological Psychology exam which was grossly difficult, almost to the point of the Sensation & Perception one. The Sensation & Perception exam was crazy. The professor suddenly went berserk I think. It was said that he gave really easy exams. Well I guess he decided to flip his mind this semester, because the mean score was 66 out of 100. The professor was hellish mad and he blamed us for not studying. And so I really think he is crazy. I got a 68 by the way... my friend who is really hard working got a 93. I'm doomed for the rest of the semester and I am so gonna give the professor a hard time.
There are 2 months of school left (cheers to those of you who are done with classes) and I've made it so hard on me. Well at least I've decided to just get through things instead of dropping stuff.
My glasses are messing with me too. The reason I hate glasses is that I'm so sensitive to them, they're really uncomfortable. I've changed to contact lenses last year, but my eyesight (astigmatism) has gotten worse, and someone told me that means lenses aren't right for you. So I've tried wearing glasses again but no, they're so annoying.. I think with all the stress from exams that made me really edgy about them. Every little stressor rolled up with each other into a great mass of impact. Oh well. Maybe I'll just say eff you to my eyes and resort to lenses again.
I should go study for my Sensation & Perception class and them leave to meet up with my teacher for the class I thought of withdrawing, Classic Korean Literature. I was out of my mind when I chose that class; right now I write English more cohesively than Korean. Sigh.
I'll end this gloomy rant with a picture taken yesterday. I pass off as looking well. I just wanted to make a point to everyone who said I was tiny: See how I look HUGE compared to the other girls??
