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hey .. whats up .. im really bored .. im tired and i cant sleep because i have a huge headache and ive had it sense yesterday .. i took a butt load a medicine and it just aint workin !! anyways.. i havent written in a realy long time so .. um.. lets see .. i hung out with adam and zei .. which i havent seen either of them in like foreverz .. i was so happy .. um.. i like zei .. but then again i also like a guy named tom .. but hes still semi- pissed at me ! and we hung out on friday and i had a really good time and i almost felt like we were gonna get close again and then i had to leave and i got home at like 8:30 pm and i did the essentials and then went to sleep and had a good dream and then i woke up all happy cus i thought things had changed and then i called tom and he wouldnt even pick up his damn phone i was so pissed cus i got up and showered and i did my hair and my make-up all pretty .. and i did my hair and it took me 45 minutes to even do my hair .. and i tryed so hard to look really good and i thought i did ! ( for a change ) and then i tryed to call again and i still got no answer and so i just figured he didnt feel his phone ! oh well .. so anyways i stayed home like till 6-ish p.m and by then i prolly made like 6 calls to him already still no answer .. and then i just gave up and wrote him a letter .. and ended up cryin .. again and then i went to best buy w/ ashley to look at some phones .. and then got home at 9 p.m and then ash stayed the night and tom still never answered his damn phone and never even botherd to call me back so yah i was pissed and thats how i prolly ended up gettin this huge ass headache .. and today i woke up and talked to to my mom about my phone i want and i think im gonna try to buy it tomorrow .. maybe .. and back to tom he never called me back .. so i dont know why i even bother with him .. i dont get it why i like him .. er! well yah .. thats how ive been lately .. i guess i gotta go .. peace out i love all you ppl .. bye !