this was suppose to be a good day ................
lets see.........everything has gone completly wrong .....i left my clarinet in my locker so i didnt think we could get in the school so i just didnt go to the parade or the game and then i found out the doors were unlocked says zack ........and i kinda wanted to go ......damn im so stupid ...then me and zei were suppose to hang out all day today .....yah ......that didnt happen ...how shitty ......! my mom is being really gay and its like almost 5 and i said i was gonna go ....and shes like o you better be home by 9 .......yah c'mon first of all no way ...its homecoming nite .....even if im not going i still should be able to stay out ....er! sophemore year i was out till 2:30 am ..... ah.....i dont want to be here .....my phone is like dead and i asked natalie to bring my charger but yet agin she forgot .....ah....nothing can go rite today ....all i wanted to do was hang out with zei today ....but no i cant ...! nothing can go rite .....ever ! i know i sound pathetic ....but damn why all this shit .......? what did i do ....fuck ..........! i want to see him so fucking bad .....i saw him for like hole 2 mins yesterday and thats it .......so woot woot .......fuck this ! i hate being here ....i want to leave so bad .....i gtg .... fuck it !