Jul 07, 2007 20:55
Well Im home now. Actually have been for about two hours but had to help unload the car and put stuff away. Im not that tired actually but thats probably cause I drove last and I napped in the car. I was hopeing to go see Transformers tonight with Tom but he is at Annas instead. Guess I'll just see him tomarrow I hope. I was talking to friends earlier and the drama pool is so deep I cant see the bottom anymore and right now I really really need a hug. I feel like my friends lives are flying apart and I cant catch them or stop them from hurting them selves. I know logically I cant catch them but I still want to try. Other days I just wanna crawl in a hole and cry for a while. Im sry if this seems emo but when friends get hurt or I see them about to go down a path that is going to get them hurt I either wanna save them or hide and come out after the blomb blows up. I dont know maybe Im just hormonal. Im going to go before I start righting bad poems and craving stuff in my arms.
hormonal