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Its been ove a year since i wrote in here, but i guess since im left with noone to talk to i kind of have no other choice since in about to loose it. What does one do when everything just goes wrong? I really cant stand this shit. I hate this town and most of the people i really wish i could be back home where nothing nearly close to this shit has ever happened. Here i am out of an eight month abusive relationship and im crying im upset but why? i have no idea. Youd think i would be happy to be out of it. Im not saying at all that im not, but im just more depressed then i was when i delt with the fights and the bruses. Here i am with bearly any friends and guys who just want to prentend they care about what happened to me just to get into my pants. I cared about him so much i dont understand why he would hit me and treat me like shit. I just wish i had someone to talk to. A shoulder to lean on... but i dont i have nothing ever one just says im better than that but if i really am then why cant anyone help me?