Jan 17, 2005 19:01
I MISSED SAM SO MUCH...sam went to reno and he's finally here so we went to his house but he wasn't talking to me much :(...he's going out of town again tomorrow till friday!!..i'm gonna miss him even more...geez...but i dunno i hope he likes me!!..cuz i'm starting to like him alot...its kinda scary but i'm just not used to having all these rules with guys...i mean i just like to be single, and not worry and but they say....but n e ways yeah today i hang out with lacey, tayla, and tiffany, we went to anthony's house and talked to them for a while, after that i came home and waiting for louie and sam to get back!!..but lacey got introuble and had to go home so i came home,and i miss sam already!!...i mean some times he can be so sweet but other times he is so rude...but he is getting better at being nice...i just hope he likes me and isn't just saying he does...i try to be everything i can but i'm not gonna be something i'm not ya know?...Ooh man i dunno...and like when i call him he says he will call me back but never does....but his family says he really does like me thats just how he is...but i'm not used to someone not calling me and me calling them its just weird...i just hope everything works out the way i want it to...it prb wont nothing ever goes the way i want it to...oh well i guess thats life right...well i also found out that someone else likes me but i see him just as a friend but he's really sweet..i dunno i'm confused about the hole guy thing..ya know?..well everyone has been acting so weird!!.. christa is always with alex but its cool ya know cuz they really like each other but i miss hanging out with her!!i think maybe i might hang out with her cuz i think i might go play pool i haven't played for so long!!...but i still luv ya christa..well thats all
Always,
CAseE