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its crazy how one day you can say one thing, and the next the complete opposite. am i bipolar? theres so muchh on my mind, its truly overwhelming. primarily, theres one thing on my mind and i gotta spit it out. but i cant.
here.. to (try) to put you in my position...
think of that one thing on your mind. the one thing you always think about. it might take a while for you to get it, but in the end you will because it's that thought that lingers in the background 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, whether you realize it or not. why do you push that thought away? do you even know why it always seems to linger? is it an effort to ignore, do you acknowledge it and just let it skim through your life like skimming through the pages of a book but never actually reading it? thats what i do, i've got the book and i want to read it but i'm afraid ill want more when i finish it.
i opened a door that i thought was closed shut, and locked, but apparently i was wrong. something's are just beyond your control.
here.. to (try) to put you in my position...
think of that one thing on your mind. the one thing you always think about. it might take a while for you to get it, but in the end you will because it's that thought that lingers in the background 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, whether you realize it or not. why do you push that thought away? do you even know why it always seems to linger? is it an effort to ignore, do you acknowledge it and just let it skim through your life like skimming through the pages of a book but never actually reading it? thats what i do, i've got the book and i want to read it but i'm afraid ill want more when i finish it.
i opened a door that i thought was closed shut, and locked, but apparently i was wrong. something's are just beyond your control.