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Its been a while since i posted and i figured i will.i had a good time on my trip it went well.Im very aggravated with things lately and i dont know why.My marriage seems alright but i fear times my wife is not happy.Maybe its just me but i cant quite figure it out.I have no energy to do anything.I cant get organized with anything.I have been putting things together for my website but i just cant get shit together from all the piercers and tattooist,I have some of it but not all of it(Joe im simply gettin things together sorry bout the wait).Work has been hell lately that i dont even want to go.On the bright side my wife is finally workin after bein here since july.Thats about 6 months but i understood completely.I need to get on the right path and i feel like im not accomplishing anything in my life which i need to.Recently the receptionist at work were fired and my boss is bringin in a bunch of crach heads and a girl that use to pierce.Its a bunch of bullshit these people are workin for free.Im gonna start training 1 of the artist in the art of body modification.So when i go on vacations i have someone to cover 4 me.For instance when i go to APP association of body piercers in april i think i will have someone to cover.He allready knows how to pierce im just gonna brush him up on things.Ive been piercing for 10 years at this shop but it is almost time to open my own shop im gonna look into a location very soon. But i feel really depressed and i dont know what to do.maybe check myself into a hospital.I need to do something,(any suggestions) I always seem to get this stress on me i need to learn how to deal with it.I feel alone in this and i have no help.My roomate is seriously gettin on my nerves that it makes me just want to leave,tell no-1 and go on my way but i have to many resonsibilities.I find myself just typing away about nothing i dont know my problem.I have a anxiety disorder.I have Social and Generalized anxiety disorder,They both dont mix very well and lately my anxiety has been off the scale that ive even come to the point of passing out.This has never happen to me.I can only say that i must be overwhelmed with stress and other things.Its been the worse ive ever experianced my disorder.I need to go and see a doctor or try to lower my stress levels.I had a physical and my doctor she could tell that something was wrong with me.I told my counselor about everything and he is trying to help me out but i dont think he can do to much to help me.So what do i do.Im taking things out on other people.I find myself and my thoughts racing through my head.Im constantly thinkin of all the bad things for example where my wife is does she truly love me is my job in jeopardy and even more than that.im fuckin goin crazy over this shit.???????????????What the hell should i do.
So next month im turning 28 which sucks and the weekend after my b-dAY im going to be doing suspension with 4 hooks in my back.I find this to be one of the most intriging things to do.its a complete rush and stress reliver.I cant wait.Also im going to philly for a tattoo convention fun,fun.so thats all thats going on which is an awful lot of shit.
So next month im turning 28 which sucks and the weekend after my b-dAY im going to be doing suspension with 4 hooks in my back.I find this to be one of the most intriging things to do.its a complete rush and stress reliver.I cant wait.Also im going to philly for a tattoo convention fun,fun.so thats all thats going on which is an awful lot of shit.