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Couldn't think of an appropiate title for this entry.
Look's as though the honeymoon is definatley over.We've talked it over and it seems that a divorce is the answer.Can't say it's one person's fault or the others.Neither of us really want to get divorced.But we have tried all we can.We've went to marriage counseling.We've changed the way we would normally deal with some matters.But,it seems that nothing seems to help for long.
We both feel as though we are dragging the other down.I know she's been unhappy here in Nashville.And I've tried to do what I can to make things better here.But,in town where there's not much for us to do.Plus working a lot it's difficult.
And I have a very high level of stress.I worry about paying the bills and a long list of other things.I stress over trying to make things better altogether.And when I fail to make things better.Well,you guessed it I get more stressed.
And when I'm stressing a lot,I tend to become more distant.Therefore less affectionate.Not that I have less feelings or affection toward her.I just focus to much on what is stressing me out.Which she sometimes thinks is a sign that I'm not attracted to her.
I've explained to her several times that I do tend to stress a lot and get that way.She said she knows that.But,part of her feels that I just don't find her atractive.Which is totally wrong!!!
We've both said that we hate the thought of waking up without each other.But,we also hate the thought of bringing the realationship futher down.
We feel if we end it before the blameing,finger pointing,and shouting begins.We could at least be friends.And hopefully end up happier apart.Then it seems we are going to be together.
From the moment I meet her and we got together.All I wanted to do is be with her and make her as happy as possibile.It seems that I failed,miserably.For now I have somehow made us both miserable.
Until later *blows kiss*
Look's as though the honeymoon is definatley over.We've talked it over and it seems that a divorce is the answer.Can't say it's one person's fault or the others.Neither of us really want to get divorced.But we have tried all we can.We've went to marriage counseling.We've changed the way we would normally deal with some matters.But,it seems that nothing seems to help for long.
We both feel as though we are dragging the other down.I know she's been unhappy here in Nashville.And I've tried to do what I can to make things better here.But,in town where there's not much for us to do.Plus working a lot it's difficult.
And I have a very high level of stress.I worry about paying the bills and a long list of other things.I stress over trying to make things better altogether.And when I fail to make things better.Well,you guessed it I get more stressed.
And when I'm stressing a lot,I tend to become more distant.Therefore less affectionate.Not that I have less feelings or affection toward her.I just focus to much on what is stressing me out.Which she sometimes thinks is a sign that I'm not attracted to her.
I've explained to her several times that I do tend to stress a lot and get that way.She said she knows that.But,part of her feels that I just don't find her atractive.Which is totally wrong!!!
We've both said that we hate the thought of waking up without each other.But,we also hate the thought of bringing the realationship futher down.
We feel if we end it before the blameing,finger pointing,and shouting begins.We could at least be friends.And hopefully end up happier apart.Then it seems we are going to be together.
From the moment I meet her and we got together.All I wanted to do is be with her and make her as happy as possibile.It seems that I failed,miserably.For now I have somehow made us both miserable.
Until later *blows kiss*