From Tulsa to OKC and back to Tulsa
Well, I've met some KOOL peoples here in OKC....
I'm just not meant to live here.
I've only lived here for about a month and I've seen alot of shit.
This town is a fukkin' drug fest.
I haven't really been sober much since I've been here.
Everyday people just hand me drugs and they're like "here Felix, just do this".
I think for the sake of my sanity and well being that I'm going to move back to Tulsa.
I'm just now starting to realize that I need to step up to the plate and be responsible and start a life for myself...
That's not workin' to well for me being here in the city and all...
I mean I really do love it here...
If you wanna be a strung out drug lord then this is the place to be.
I'm just sick of all the childish DRAMA from some of the people that I've met here....
Not to mention the EXTENSIVE drug use goin' on that I just can not escape.
I don't really wanna leave the friends that I've made but shit...
I'm 18 now and I really need to start acting like it.
I need to keep a job, save up money, get my own place and start a life for myself.
I'm sick of taking handouts.
I can do anything I want to do...
The possibilities are unlimited...
Movin' back to Tulsa is probably the best decision that I've made while being here.
Yeah I'm gonna miss everyone and everything but hell, they can come see me!
It's only a 2 hr drive or so.
I just finally got rid of all the drama in my life and I move here...
BOOM!
Hardcore Drama...
I'm so sick and tired of people right now...
I'm gonna move back home, get a job and do my own fukkin' thing.
Fukk hangin' out with anyone or anything...
I'm just gonna keep to myself and not let anyone know that I'm back...
Well, anyone but you peoples on LJ... which I don't really know any of you anyways...
Okay, enough fukkin' ramblin' for tonight...
Hope everyones doin' alot better than I am...............................
I'm just not meant to live here.
I've only lived here for about a month and I've seen alot of shit.
This town is a fukkin' drug fest.
I haven't really been sober much since I've been here.
Everyday people just hand me drugs and they're like "here Felix, just do this".
I think for the sake of my sanity and well being that I'm going to move back to Tulsa.
I'm just now starting to realize that I need to step up to the plate and be responsible and start a life for myself...
That's not workin' to well for me being here in the city and all...
I mean I really do love it here...
If you wanna be a strung out drug lord then this is the place to be.
I'm just sick of all the childish DRAMA from some of the people that I've met here....
Not to mention the EXTENSIVE drug use goin' on that I just can not escape.
I don't really wanna leave the friends that I've made but shit...
I'm 18 now and I really need to start acting like it.
I need to keep a job, save up money, get my own place and start a life for myself.
I'm sick of taking handouts.
I can do anything I want to do...
The possibilities are unlimited...
Movin' back to Tulsa is probably the best decision that I've made while being here.
Yeah I'm gonna miss everyone and everything but hell, they can come see me!
It's only a 2 hr drive or so.
I just finally got rid of all the drama in my life and I move here...
BOOM!
Hardcore Drama...
I'm so sick and tired of people right now...
I'm gonna move back home, get a job and do my own fukkin' thing.
Fukk hangin' out with anyone or anything...
I'm just gonna keep to myself and not let anyone know that I'm back...
Well, anyone but you peoples on LJ... which I don't really know any of you anyways...
Okay, enough fukkin' ramblin' for tonight...
Hope everyones doin' alot better than I am...............................