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[piercedlover85]

I guess all i can say in this one, is that shelbie, i miss you so much. You dont know how much things have changed here, but im sure you dont want to know b.c you are "happy" now or whatever. Yeah you are completely different when you are home, but who said you had to go home? you can live w/ me and manda and you know that. as long as we all know that you are safe. now that you are still gone, we are all runnin around with not even a clue to where you are and you have no idea how much it hurts shelb. you say you cant worry about everyone elses problems and feelings n shit now, but shel, me n manda have always worried about you and yours, and you cant say any different. when you wanted to see duane, who brought you at 11pm? when you wanted to see jamie, who brought you in the middle of the night? when you wanted to go here or go there or get outta the house, didnt you run to us? exactly. shelb, we arent your mother, and we arent dennis, so why do you think that you cant trust us? Amanda knows exactly what you are going thru shelb, so y is she the only person you havent talked to on the phone or face to face? sorry we missed you at the game, but i guess you didnt want to be found then either. we love you shelbie, dont ever forget that. please call us or meet us somewhere ..please shelbie.
Love,
Marissa and Amanda