Aug 04, 2004 01:28
yay for melissa
Still dont know whats wrong with me...but its getting worse...IM so tired...sick,..stressed out...and its making me more and more ill. My body doesnt let me sleep for more than 2 hours....and I can barely eat. EVEN the thought of water makes me sick sometimes....my mom keeps yelling at me that I need to go to the doctors...but I really dont want to... At one point this year (many of you dont know this...only like 2) there was evidence that I could have cancer...I really doubt it... but idk...im just so scared to go to the doctor...*breath* leave me some love...im going to lay in bed and stare at the ceiling again...love u all byes
<3 Jackir