[.you.cant.fight.this.addiction.off.]
I was told to be productive today.... prooooduuuuctive. Fuck, I don't know... how do I do that again? I'm so used to filling my time with nothing.. LEGO'S... lego's are productive right?
I could clean my room, that has to be done soon, before saturday anyway... Yea ok I'm a last minute person. Seriously a last minute person... and I'm still very cold today, I should make hot chocolate. I should make calls and see what people are up to, and who, as every day it seems, is mad at me today. As if I honestly care.
I've been staring at this screen not typing for awhile, there is so much running through my head that I can't process right now, and the stuff I can process, I certaintly can not share... you're not involved, don't you see, you're not involved, if anything you're against this coming revolution... this revolution of souls, connections... and you're all so completly lost you're confused and assuming all the wrong things.
Aren't assumptions amusing?
Arent scentences with words that all start with A's interesting?
How intllectual can you sound if... oh the shivers....
I really just want to run down the train tracks because I almost believe I'd run into you. But in all fact, I know it's not possible. I know where you are, and it's far from anywhere I could run... but somehow it feels deep inside were I to take off running now, you'd just be there.. wherever it is I couldn't run anymore... You'd be in my deep painful breath, in the clouds of heat from my mouth, the moisture on my lips, and neck... the heat in my legs... the awareness that's blinding... You'd be there.
Meeshi's do not swoon you mutherfuckers.
Meeshi's are hard asses. Bitches.
I could clean my room, that has to be done soon, before saturday anyway... Yea ok I'm a last minute person. Seriously a last minute person... and I'm still very cold today, I should make hot chocolate. I should make calls and see what people are up to, and who, as every day it seems, is mad at me today. As if I honestly care.
I've been staring at this screen not typing for awhile, there is so much running through my head that I can't process right now, and the stuff I can process, I certaintly can not share... you're not involved, don't you see, you're not involved, if anything you're against this coming revolution... this revolution of souls, connections... and you're all so completly lost you're confused and assuming all the wrong things.
Aren't assumptions amusing?
Arent scentences with words that all start with A's interesting?
How intllectual can you sound if... oh the shivers....
I really just want to run down the train tracks because I almost believe I'd run into you. But in all fact, I know it's not possible. I know where you are, and it's far from anywhere I could run... but somehow it feels deep inside were I to take off running now, you'd just be there.. wherever it is I couldn't run anymore... You'd be in my deep painful breath, in the clouds of heat from my mouth, the moisture on my lips, and neck... the heat in my legs... the awareness that's blinding... You'd be there.
Meeshi's do not swoon you mutherfuckers.
Meeshi's are hard asses. Bitches.