Apr 26, 2007 23:00
When I first came here to move to Vegas I remember right before I left my house I started to cry. I was going to be alone without my family,..my brothers,..my grandparents. I knew that I had to leave, to grow as a person to be independant to learn how to live on my own. I couldn't really call home because I would always end up crying because I missed everyone. Being with Luciano from the moment I came to Vegas helped me alot. He was my family in Vegas. I will admit it wasn't always easy growing up where I had come from but then again no one has it easy. I have the most utterly respect for my grandmother. So kind hearted, so sweet so beautiful and so strong. My grandpa,..for always being silly and having a heart of gold. My mother. For a long time I was honestly very mad at her for a good part of my life. I realized there is no point of being angry because honestly it just doesn't get you anywhere so when I was about 19 I started building a relationship with her. I am glad that I did. I am so proud of her and how far she has come, she seems happy and deserves to be happy. Lucy for always being there for me and helping me no matter what situation I am in. Always trying to keep the family together. All of my little bros! I love all of my brothers period. I have always had a stronger connection with Mikey and Bobo because I grew/lived with them.