May 12, 2005 12:51
Yes Morgan is alive.
She is headed to California on Monday.
I saw her sister infront of BroadRipple Bagel and Deli and everything that people said didn't matter because I couldn't get Morgan out of my head.
So i decided to drive by her house and she just happened to be sitting on the front porch. I stopped and got out of the car. She was on the phone and I was sure she was talking to JR but I didn't care. I asked her if we could talk and she said sure and we went inside. I really didn't know what i wanted to say and i told her that and she told me to take a seat.
We started talking and i won't go into detail about what was said but pretty much this is how i think.
You can't hate someone for feelings they have for another person. Sure I was hurt but I am not mad. If two people think they can be happy together then they should be. Morgan is a wonderful person as is JR and I wish the best for them both. There is no need for explanation from either of them because it won't change anything. And to be honest, I don't want anything to change. Except for maybe a phone call every now and then. I love them both. Maybe I don't like the way that they made me stronger... but they did make me stronger and I can't be mad at that. Everything happens for a reason and in the end everything will be fine. If it's not fine... It's not the end.
I went to the vogue with her last night for her last night out and gave her a hug and sent my wishes with her.
I hope all goes well.