Just cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there.
Him - Tanya are you awake
Me - Well I am now. Whats up?
H - Sorry to wake you, but Im to drunk to drive home can i stay here?
M - Yeah sure, sleep on the other side of the bed.
He lays in bed. And cuddles up really close to me and holds me. He starts to pur like a cat.
M - Aww Im not even petting you and you are purring.
H - Cats pur when they are happy too.
In my head: Oh god he's laying here next to me. What do i do. He's rubbing his cold hands on my leg and now my stomach. I shouldn't do anything. He's drunk. I'll just lay here and hold him back. Why am i talking to myself?
H - I have to go to the bathroom.
M - Ok
He comes back. And grabs the blankets off of me.
H - Time to relocate.
M - Relocate?
H - Yeah i like to hold you better like this.
He flips me on my side and spoons me. We are really close to eachother and he kisses my ear.
H - You are so sweet.
And he falls asleep. In my head: why did i let him stay here. I finally got to a point where i don't think about him anymore. He is so cute when he sleeps though. I fall asleep. Wake up because I am cold and he has taken the covers.
M - Hey share the covers.
H - Im sorry
He rolls over and kisses my cheek and holds me again. And we fall asleep again.
I let him stay in my bed when i leave for work.
In my head: Think nothing of it. It's just a drunk boy.
*sighs*
Me - Well I am now. Whats up?
H - Sorry to wake you, but Im to drunk to drive home can i stay here?
M - Yeah sure, sleep on the other side of the bed.
He lays in bed. And cuddles up really close to me and holds me. He starts to pur like a cat.
M - Aww Im not even petting you and you are purring.
H - Cats pur when they are happy too.
In my head: Oh god he's laying here next to me. What do i do. He's rubbing his cold hands on my leg and now my stomach. I shouldn't do anything. He's drunk. I'll just lay here and hold him back. Why am i talking to myself?
H - I have to go to the bathroom.
M - Ok
He comes back. And grabs the blankets off of me.
H - Time to relocate.
M - Relocate?
H - Yeah i like to hold you better like this.
He flips me on my side and spoons me. We are really close to eachother and he kisses my ear.
H - You are so sweet.
And he falls asleep. In my head: why did i let him stay here. I finally got to a point where i don't think about him anymore. He is so cute when he sleeps though. I fall asleep. Wake up because I am cold and he has taken the covers.
M - Hey share the covers.
H - Im sorry
He rolls over and kisses my cheek and holds me again. And we fall asleep again.
I let him stay in my bed when i leave for work.
In my head: Think nothing of it. It's just a drunk boy.
*sighs*