.cry.about.it.
sometimes people are so fucking lame.
on a lighter note...i think i did pretty well on my SAT tonight, sucks that it was just a practice test. but man...i killed that s.o.b.
nick leaves for england tomorrow right after camp. thats sad. i enjoy chillin with him, and im not sure who im going to spend most of my time with for the next 2 weeks. not so rad.
so, i met this cool guy named asher 5 summers ago at camp seneca lake...we went out. it was cute. we made out. that was cute too. then we broke up. not so cute. and so we still talk though, all the time, but i havent seen him since that summer, oh-so-long ago. well....asher is coming to jersey this weekend...tomorrow, and we're hanging out on saturday. im psyched, but honestly, quite nervous. what happens if we hate eachother? i cant imagine that happening, but still. i mean, we talk pretty damn often, and we're kinda attracted to eachother. but its been 5 years since i kissed that boy, and seeing him in less than 48 hours will be weird, i think.
i want to go see some live music...perhaps crossroads for some jazz next week. **poodle**
*fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity*