.slits.of.hate.
had my meeting with yan and ben today to go over music. of course, david didnt show, so we're not gonna include him in our band lol. whatever. its all gravy.
tonight was cool i guess...some parts. i went out to dinner with sarah and christina after they got back from the beach, and that was fun. chilis! woo hoo! and they were really surprised when they saw my piercing lol. speechless almost. and yay sarah about mr rs!!!! lol. whoa...same initials as me. rad.
from there i went home and then picked up amir. we drove around for like an hour and a half with nothing to do. and we spent some time at dunkin donuts chillin with yan...which was fun. love that kid. drove around some more, and then picked up nick and went back to dunkin. we chilled with soo many people there...david, seth, nick, craig, paul, jess, seth, amir, this other girl, josh, all of burn your enemy, and more. it was cool. one thing not cool...
i told someone yesterday that i really wasnt into them...that i had another interest (which i do). and i knew he was upset, and i thought he was pist. but turns out, as i found out tonight, hes more upset than i thought. his away message was kinda upsetting (well...very...and it scared me) and then i saw something tonight that scared me even more. what do i do? i can't stand that i have hurt someone that badly. idk what to do with myself. whatever.
sometimes people make me smile...sometimes...(other times i have to cringe) **poodle**
*fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity*
tonight was cool i guess...some parts. i went out to dinner with sarah and christina after they got back from the beach, and that was fun. chilis! woo hoo! and they were really surprised when they saw my piercing lol. speechless almost. and yay sarah about mr rs!!!! lol. whoa...same initials as me. rad.
from there i went home and then picked up amir. we drove around for like an hour and a half with nothing to do. and we spent some time at dunkin donuts chillin with yan...which was fun. love that kid. drove around some more, and then picked up nick and went back to dunkin. we chilled with soo many people there...david, seth, nick, craig, paul, jess, seth, amir, this other girl, josh, all of burn your enemy, and more. it was cool. one thing not cool...
i told someone yesterday that i really wasnt into them...that i had another interest (which i do). and i knew he was upset, and i thought he was pist. but turns out, as i found out tonight, hes more upset than i thought. his away message was kinda upsetting (well...very...and it scared me) and then i saw something tonight that scared me even more. what do i do? i can't stand that i have hurt someone that badly. idk what to do with myself. whatever.
sometimes people make me smile...sometimes...(other times i have to cringe) **poodle**
*fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity*