.dreary.with.a.cherry.
so i have come to the following conclusion:
i hate rainy days.
yesterday it was raining ALL DAY at work...and i wake up this morning, look out my window, and its fucking raining again. go figure. and they're going to put music outside again today, like they did yesterday. i know it.
so yesterday i woke up at fucking 10:00 am... no one woke me up, those bastards. so i went into work mad late, but luckily, i didnt get into trouble. the day kinda sucked...a full day of periods, and nothing interesting to do with the kids. i kinda felt bad. and today is going to be the same routine, only less groups.
but last night was kinda rad.... first i went into westfield for the first time in years to chill with nick, but wound up running into a million other kids at the same time. david and tony were there along with nick and a bunch of kids i didnt know. nick is such a cool kid :-) he bought me 92 cents of my coffee...because i was 92 cents short. hes soo sweet! haha, i love having friends that actually care about me... its a kinda new feeling.
but anyways, there was this one girl who i couldn't stand. she actually called herself the female hitler, and began telling us (david and i...two jews) why she hated jews, knowing full well that she was sitting next to a jew. stupid bitch. i wanted her to die. (can i get thrown in jail for that statement?)
so last night just proved to me why i hate westfield. people just sit around, try to start fights with kids for no reason, or get into fights for no reason, stupid little kids smoke cigarettes because they think they're cool, and people talk shit. its a waste of time...i hate it. tony was being an asshole, and just proved some more why i cant stand him sometimes. david got an even better mohawk. i like it a lot. too bad he is now officially with alisa i think. oh well...
but the 2nd half of the night was soo fun. i hung out with ricky, and we actually hung out. we had some good, fun conversations, and i told him that my parents want me to go to rutgers (where he goes to school)...and he was like "damnit, thats it. we're going to wind up getting married". then i traced our relationship back....i dated him almost 4 years ago. holy shit. i was 14, and he was 17. now, im 17, and he's 20. but wait...ill be 18 soon (kinda) and then he turns 21 right after that. scary shit...oh well. gotta go get ready for work...xoxo **make love not war**
*fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity*