.sigh.
i figured out what bothers me...when i was talking to the oh-so-lovely shannon today...
yes...there are plenty of boys i can hook up with, if i want to (not to sound obnoxious...just read on, you'll understand...).... but nothing is ever real.....
i was talking to shannon about it. she commented that im lucky that i have all these guys that im tight with (dov...loren...reber...steve who i just met) and that i shouldnt complain. the problem is, that i wind up hooking up with a guy, and then i get fucked over, because im "just a hook up" or the "dont want a relationship". well screw that. i just want someone to love me for me, and not just want to spend time with me for ass....maybe i wont hook up with anyone for a while... or perhaps i take everything too seriously. i tend to read into things too much. that's what im told....
do i read into things too much?
and im out for the night. cant wait for certain people to call. and i gotta call caroline...i love that girl ;-) later kids... **make love not war**
*fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity*
yes...there are plenty of boys i can hook up with, if i want to (not to sound obnoxious...just read on, you'll understand...).... but nothing is ever real.....
i was talking to shannon about it. she commented that im lucky that i have all these guys that im tight with (dov...loren...reber...steve who i just met) and that i shouldnt complain. the problem is, that i wind up hooking up with a guy, and then i get fucked over, because im "just a hook up" or the "dont want a relationship". well screw that. i just want someone to love me for me, and not just want to spend time with me for ass....maybe i wont hook up with anyone for a while... or perhaps i take everything too seriously. i tend to read into things too much. that's what im told....
do i read into things too much?
and im out for the night. cant wait for certain people to call. and i gotta call caroline...i love that girl ;-) later kids... **make love not war**
*fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity*