.and.heaven.stays.closed.
its been interesting. sorry i haven't been updating. every time i mean to, i have to go do something.
last night/yesterday was awful. actually, everything up till about 4:00 was great. my groups were relatively easy, and shabbat was fucking awesome. it was hardcore songleading, and i got to use my new wireless system. incredible. i got to run out into the audience. also incredible. and then...it was paycheck time...
and i couldnt get it. the camp never told me that they didnt have a copy of my social security card. bitches. i had to go searching for 20 minutes for my check to find out why i couldnt get it. so i cant get paid till next time...TWO FUCKING WEEKS FROM NOW. super...im broke for another 2 wks.
then services...my voice was shot, so leading them was super tough. and then afterwards, what did i do? sit on my ass, at the computer, and in front of the tv, with NOTHING to do. my phones werent working, i was hungry so i got some food, and i had a terrible conversation with ryan. hes not the person i thought he was. but he is lazy...like i thought. fuck it. im so angry. and reber...also, the situation isn't as i thought. i just have no luck.
but, show tonight with caroline, and im gonna see dov. im super excited. i love spending time with her, and i cant wait to see dov and rock out to some good music. yippee! i hung out with dov at melmac's very last show. twas sad...but we rocked out hardcore, and i got a goodnight kiss. he walked me to my car during their LAST SONG EVER. how sweet is that?! he loves them...as do i.
so caroline and sarah and i went out to chili's the other night. oh wow, it was so much fun. we (i) hit on the not-so-hott, and oh-so-annoying waiter, and we left him my phone number. he still hasnt called, haha, but whatever. we then went for some cheap ass ice cream at scoops, and camped out in sarah's trunk. we (caroline and i) sung dashboard, and that was fun. hanging out with them puts me in a REALLY good mood. i've never had a group of girls that i was friends with, and im so happy i finally do. im hitting the beach with sarah tomorrow...we're going down to see christina. yay!
only other thing that has happened this week, was that i went to visit UMC with julia. that was fun, kinda. i didnt get to see too many people, but thats okay. i saw val, yay! we wound up going to some guys house that julia knew, and we played sega with them for like 30 mins. that was kinda cool. after that, when i got home, i went to see elise, and then met up with david, tony, and craig. we had operation FSU (no, not florida state university) and we had a blast. i went home at 12, and back out at 12:30 with tony and david. good times...very good times. they slapped eachother's hands. enough said. and im out kids, SAT work to be done, and laundary. boring. **make love not war**
*fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity*