last night....
my mother made me SO angry. she called me trying to impose RULES on me.
she was like "when you come over tomorrow we are going to have a little talk about j"
and i am like "no we are not"
she wants to rule me about who i date. if i make a mistake then its MY fuckin' mistake lord knows you've made enough of them yourself and mine aren't nearly as distructive.
this is the same shit she is pulling me my sister only my sister is 6 and starting to behave badly in school and at home because OF my mother. she calls incessantly and puts RULES on ciara who has no idea how to handle rules from her "mother" and rules from the people who have been there from day 1 and will continue to raise her our grandparents.
and again i say this is why my mother needs to take parenting class, something i told the cps worker, who kinda dismissed it as oh well "when she gets him back" like HELLO shouldn't this all happen B4 so her chances of success are greater? i dunno JUST A THOUGHT.
if my mother thinks for 1 minute that she is going to rule who i date and what i do then she has another thought coming. i hate keeping secrets but i think this is going to haveto be one of them. what happens with j, how committed we are and where we go from here is no one's business but ours!!! damnit..
oh and dinner at courtney's - she stood me up - i went all the way over there with lil j in the backseat, thank god he was not crying, and show up at courtney's house and no one was there...this was about 630 and we were supposed to meet at 530ish so i call her leave 2 messages - then she tells me at 730 when i am back home "oh my parents took us out to dinner and it was a last minute thing so i'm sorry call me" whatever she called twice after that and i wasn't going to answer then i thought about COMMUNICATION and called her back and she didn't pick up so i told her i was pissed at her and annoyed that she didn't call to warn me before i went all the way out there - she has yet to return that phone call
she was like "when you come over tomorrow we are going to have a little talk about j"
and i am like "no we are not"
she wants to rule me about who i date. if i make a mistake then its MY fuckin' mistake lord knows you've made enough of them yourself and mine aren't nearly as distructive.
this is the same shit she is pulling me my sister only my sister is 6 and starting to behave badly in school and at home because OF my mother. she calls incessantly and puts RULES on ciara who has no idea how to handle rules from her "mother" and rules from the people who have been there from day 1 and will continue to raise her our grandparents.
and again i say this is why my mother needs to take parenting class, something i told the cps worker, who kinda dismissed it as oh well "when she gets him back" like HELLO shouldn't this all happen B4 so her chances of success are greater? i dunno JUST A THOUGHT.
if my mother thinks for 1 minute that she is going to rule who i date and what i do then she has another thought coming. i hate keeping secrets but i think this is going to haveto be one of them. what happens with j, how committed we are and where we go from here is no one's business but ours!!! damnit..
oh and dinner at courtney's - she stood me up - i went all the way over there with lil j in the backseat, thank god he was not crying, and show up at courtney's house and no one was there...this was about 630 and we were supposed to meet at 530ish so i call her leave 2 messages - then she tells me at 730 when i am back home "oh my parents took us out to dinner and it was a last minute thing so i'm sorry call me" whatever she called twice after that and i wasn't going to answer then i thought about COMMUNICATION and called her back and she didn't pick up so i told her i was pissed at her and annoyed that she didn't call to warn me before i went all the way out there - she has yet to return that phone call