Trust...
There have been three men that have tremendously hurt me in the past. But oddly enough even though all three had differnt approaches they all ended in me feeling the same way. Like anything that they ever told me isn't true. Its hard for me to get dressed to go out without doing the truth limbo. Was he being serious when he told me I was beautiful or would this be one of the nights that he never really meant it. Now i use the term "he" but it isn't singular. All three make me feel this way. Still. Where is my trust? It is out doin the hokey pokey because I actually have no idea which way is up. Somedays are better than other when I am able to sort out reality from words. They are getting further and further far apart.