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I feel the need to write about this...
I'd just like to appologize if I offended anyone by driving home after Elizebeth's party. I obviously should know better (like duh). It was an extremely selfish act and I make no excuses. I'm so sorry.
As you may or may not have noticed from depressing entries lately, I've been going through some personal shit. To be quite honest, I'm suicidal and drugged to hell. Due to some unfortunate events that night, I wanted to die on the way home. I was just so upset about everything, and it doesn't take much to set me off. I just didn't have the guts to drive full speed into a tree and end it all. I ended up settling for pissing everyone off because I wanted to hurt myself somehow. I realize this entry is fucked up, but I'm sick of faking mental health and stablility to everyone. Keeping this a secret is eating me up inside.
For what it's worth, I'm sorry...for everything. I'm even sorry for this entry. I'm all apologies :(.
I'd just like to appologize if I offended anyone by driving home after Elizebeth's party. I obviously should know better (like duh). It was an extremely selfish act and I make no excuses. I'm so sorry.
As you may or may not have noticed from depressing entries lately, I've been going through some personal shit. To be quite honest, I'm suicidal and drugged to hell. Due to some unfortunate events that night, I wanted to die on the way home. I was just so upset about everything, and it doesn't take much to set me off. I just didn't have the guts to drive full speed into a tree and end it all. I ended up settling for pissing everyone off because I wanted to hurt myself somehow. I realize this entry is fucked up, but I'm sick of faking mental health and stablility to everyone. Keeping this a secret is eating me up inside.
For what it's worth, I'm sorry...for everything. I'm even sorry for this entry. I'm all apologies :(.