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Jan 29, 2005 23:05

I've written an entry about five times over the past two weeks expecting to upload a picture or two later, but then I never did. I'm lazy, really lazy, that means no pictures. I quit smoking for 4 days. Today I quit quitting. I'm dropping French, and taking PE. I have 8 months today and I dont even really care. Something is wrong with me and I ( Read more... )

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piefullofapples February 11 2005, 22:34:07 UTC
Haven't laughed this hard in a long time
I better stop now before I start crying
Go off to sleep in the sunshine
I don't want to see the day when it's dying

She's a sight to see, she's good to me
I'm already somebody's baby
She's a pretty thing and she knows everything
But I'm already somebody's baby

You don't deserve to be lonely
But those drugs you got won't make you feel better
Pretty soon you'll find it's the only
Little part of your life you're keeping together

I'm nice to you, I could make it through
You're already somebody's baby
I could make you smile if you stayed a while
How long will you stay with me baby?

Because your candle burns too bright
I almost forgot it was twilight
Even if I think that you are right
I'm tired of being down, I got no fight

You're wonderful, and it's beautiful
But I'm already somebody's baby
And if I went with you I'd disappoint you too
Well, I'm already somebody's baby
Already somebody's baby

That song reminds me of you so much, I listened to it about 10,000 times today while I was driving down to Long Beach. I know it doesn't make sense, the whole already somebody's baby part, but its sort of like that because I cant see you right now. I can't fight Insight on this one, and I cant leave yet, because I will disappoint you because I'm not better yet. Please keep waiting for me, I can't wait till I get to see you again. I've already said too much, I miss you.

P.S.
That song is called "Twilight" and its by Elliot Smith. You should check out his new album if you haven't already.

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