fanmix; dean winchester - the fight inside
my second fanmix ever. be gentle? i wonder how long i can use the 'be gentle' card.
01. Theory of a Deadman - Quiver
Well it's me, myself, and I
Quiver at the thought of you
Me, myself, and I
Quiver at the thought of being alone
What makes me sick,
What makes me quiver
Just the thought of being alone
02. Seether - Hang On
My selfish enemy
Still has the best of me
Empty and feeling numb
Wish I could take it away
I can’t control the need
To weak to not concede
Wish I was deaf and dumb
Wish I could fake it
I gave my life away
There’s nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way
03. Hurt - Falls Apart
And the hell of it is what we are
We finish and wish we could start again
Our skin tears away as
Our memories fade with age
And we don't even know 'til it's gone?
But everything just fell apart
'Cause everything just falls apart for me
So woe is me
It all falls apart you see
So woe it me
It all fell apart
04. Celldweller - Afraid This Time
Even if you want, you can't touch me now
Leave me if you want, you can't hurt me now
This isn't easy to admit, I don't think I'm believing it
I'm afraid this time
This isn't easy to admit but I don't think I'm believing it
It's not the same this time
This isn't easy to admit but I don't think I'm believing it
05. Sick Puppies - All the Same
I dont mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as you're here
06. Celldweller - So Sorry To Say
So close yet so far away
I cannot see how this happened to me
I'm so sorry to say
I want you to go away from me
I want you so much to stay with me
I want you to go away from me
I want you so much to stay with me
07. Submersed - Divide the Hate
Father may I be shown
The man I have inside
Be shown the way to swallow my pride
Mother may I be shown
The right I have to cry
Be shown the strength I have inside
I tried
To lie
For the last time
I cannot hide the state
Of my mind
I cannot free what's in me
It's hidden for all time
Break me
Shape and make me
Give me strength that makes me me
08. Fear Factory - Invisible Wounds (The Suture Mix)
Dark bodies floating in darkness
No sign of light ever given
Imprisoned in a world without a memory
Unconscious, or am I conscious?
Cut from the heart I am part of
Sometimes I feel as though I’m frozen in heaven
And I saw my own face in the dark and loneliness
And I saw my own face like a spark frozen in heaven
09. Theory of a Deadman - Sacrifice
Everybody expects me to break
But I'll never break down again
Everybody expects me to give up
But you'll never see me giving in
Everybody wants me to lose
But I'll never lose who I am
No I'm sorry to say
There'll be no sacrifice today
10. Hurt - Wars
I think of all the days in my life
Where I could have done something more
Yes I remember the days in my life
Where I could have done something more
There is never a day that goes by
That's a good day to die
Please open your eyes to the millions of lives
That will senselessly die in the wars
11. Sick Puppies - Dead Space
We have a situation here
It's clear, it's not disappearing
We keep fucking what is pure
No cure, and it keeps happening
Over and over again
Over and over again
We have a situation here
It's clear, it's here
They're not gonna let us out of here
The fear is taking over
We need to get up out of here
It's clear, the sky is falling
It's falling on top of our heads
It's falling while we're in our beds
They're not gonna let us out of here
12. Chevelle - Wonder What's Next
We play the blaming game,
Yes I mind, its not your turn.
I wonder...
I wonder...
What's next.
13. Red - Nothing and Everything
Still the same, pursuing pain
Is it worth all that I've gained?
We both know how it will end,
But I'd do it again
And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is hurting me again
And it finds me
The war within me pulls me under
And without You
The fight inside is breaking me again
14. Celldweller - Birthright
It's time to take a hold of what belongs to me,
It's time to walk away with no apologies
Voices in the mirror start quietly,
Now they're screaming back at me
(Don't back down!)
Holding on until my hands and mind are bleeding
(Don't back down!)
This is my birthright
(Don't back down!)
I'm so sick of feeling like I'm helpless
(Don't back down!)
This is over tonight!
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thoughts?
my previous fanmix: SAM WINCHESTER - For My Brother