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despite all my tiredness, my reluctance, my pride, and everything else.. i went down. to see a you who's smiling at the computer, you looked fine even without me. then i thought to myself, why am i even here.. i wanted to give you that to cheer you up and encourage you for the last paper. "why can't i stand here?" lol.. i don't think i'll ever forget how you said that to me. but it's okay, now i'm sure you'll be fine without me.
i have never thought so hard and still feel like i love someone so much. maybe you just never met enough girls, maybe you're used to having me around.. maybe someday when all these obstacles don't exist anymore, fate will allow once again..
i miss everything about you too. unlike everything you've wrote, you seem totally fine.. i feel so ashamed.
i love you, please take care of yourself.
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