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Sep 13, 2005 09:01


i haven't updated in awhile because my computer has been dead. :/ but it is alive now, which is good. nothing important has happened lately. school has been going ok. i think i have been exercising way too much lately because i am starting to get sick. things haven't been so good lately. i try so hard to pretend i am ok...but deep down i know i am never going to be ok. i ruined the only good thing in my life and i lost a really great person that i loved. the hard part is waking up every morning knowing that he is better off without me and he has probably found someone better. someone who doesn't throw up every time she eats and someone who doesn't hide her emotions. that is the hardest thing to do. no matter how hard i try i won't be able to deal with it...and i won't ever stop loving him...:/
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