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well today was a pretty good day. (besides the fact that i couldn't stop thinking of someone very important..) this morning lkp and i were going to go to the zoo, but we decided to go to ann arbor instead. the good thing is i got to skip work and hang out with my best friend. i got to meet her friend ross, and we all started a club called the HPC. i was in a not so good mood at first, but after i started shopping i felt better...kinda. goodness i am such an idiot. i probably ruined something that was completely perfect. i have never been good at doing things right. i wouldn't be surprised if this person hated me for the rest of his life. :/ ann arbor is awesome. we went into some interesting stores...haha. getting out for awhile made me feel a little better. but not good enough. i still regret being the dumbest person ever. the way i acted wasn't his fault. it was family problems i have been dealing with. this person is the only thing that keeps me from crying myself to sleep every night..in the words of lauren "i have become acclimated with this discombobulated world." yeah i don't know how that fits in there but it was the most interesting thing i have heard anyone say in a long time..
~*Shishy*~