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i am so sick of everything around here. i am sick of my parents acting like they care and then completely ignoring me when i try to talk to them. i am sick of being pushed away everytime i want to spend time with them. what happened to my family? when did working, cleaning, watching television, and sports become more important than spending time with their ONLY daughter? they always try making me feel bad. they say i never talk to them or spend time with them. i do though, they just don't realize it. they are too wrapped up in things that are more important. i don't want to be here anymore. thank God i only have one more year until i can go to college and forget about everything else. i am going to go to a school that is far away from here, as far away as i can get. if i could go to college in a different country i would. they want me to spend time with them, but it's too late for that. they had their chance. i have been ignored way too much.
~*Jessica*~