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so last night, i only got two hours of sleeep.
tonight .. im taking some kind of sleeping medication. i need to. i know its not good for me, but i have the hardest time falling asleep at night. i need something to knock me out.
school is such a joke.
i wasent going to go today, since i felt like crap all day yesterday.
but i went because i didnt want to miss anything .. especially chem.
chemistry is my life, basically.
mennig got on my nerves today.
i usuallly love her, but i just wasent in the mood for her today.
i dont know how to do my homework & i dont even care.
but if she gives us a quiz tomorrow, im going to die.
im not looking forward to work tomorrrrow.
im considering getting a second job, since im lucky if i make over 50 dollars for two weeks. i love working at the dairy, but the money sucks .. especially in the winter. i work about two days a week for three hours and usually make less than five dollars in tips a night. in the summer, its not as bad .. i work four days a week for four hours a shift and make twenty dollars or more in tips. i know i probably wont get a seocnd job, but im keeping my eyes open for one.
linda got her license !!
no more illegal driving or illegal icecream, hahahahah :]
sometimes, you have to stop thinking so much ..
if it feels right, it probably is .. so just go with it<3