Dec 05, 2006 23:06
im upset. my heart hurts. tears even fell out of my eyes after school.
basically .. im just in shock that you could do that to someone. i considered you to be one of my best friends. i told you everything .. i trusted you. we did everything together. the sad part is .. i knew things were changing.
after today, i dont even want to talk to you. either of you, to be more correct.
i dont want anything to do with either of you. i dont care, im done.
i dont have the patience to try anymore.
it sucks because you're the person that i usually go to when i have problems. you're the one who always listens to me talk and you're always the one who helps me figure everything out and you always make me feel soo much better .. i feel sooo lost.
losing a friend is one of the worst feelings everrrr.
i wonder how everything went today at junior leadership. mike was really upset last night, i didnt even know what to say to him to make him feel better. i wanted to ask him about it today when he called, but he actually sounded okay and i didnt want to make him feel terrible again. i hate seeing him upset like that .. i hope hes starting to feel bettter.
i actually cant wait to go to work tonight.
i neeeeed to get out of my house.
i have no idea how i did on my history test.
i should probably start my periodic table soon.
i HATE school .. its plain and simple.
christina saved my life today.
i owe her a million thank you's later.
maybe its best you leave me alone..