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you see things like this happen on tv and in the movies all the time, but i never thought that they'd happen to me or anyone that i know. but obviously, i was wrong .. i was soo wrong. reality hit me hard tonight.
i cant even begin to imagine how you feel. i honestly dont even know what to say to you. id love to tell you that things are going to be okay and to try to look on the bright side of things, but in this kind of situation, no one can predict what is going to happen next.
i loveee you .. you're one of my best friends.
the relationship that we have is kind of different? secretly, we cant stand eachother. we both know that we get on eachothers nerves. we're so much alike that at times, we clash. but at the end of the day, i think we both realize that we'd be lost without eachother. we share a love / hate relationship.
im scared for you, i REALLY am.
but anywaysss ..
the drama at the dairy is basically ridiculous.
but still, i love my dairy girls more than anything.
shopping this weekend is a must.
fyi .. I LOVE SHIFTY.
and red monster trucks.
and sarah, tooo .. of course =]
im going to miss alex this weekend.
<3 its hard to say what it is i see in you.
i wonder if ill always be with you. because
words cant say and i cant do enough to
prove that its aLL for you.