it ends tonight.
im sooo sick of peole right now. id love to just go on vacation by myself right now and just relax. thats all i reallllly want to do. i need to get away from the drama of everything .. theres only soo much that i can take. and it seems like i never get a break from anything because there is ALWAYS something. i need to clear my head and focus on who / whats really important.
maybe im being immature. maybe im just running away from my problems instead of dealing with them. call it whatever you want. i reallly dont want to have to deal with this right now. im absolutley dreading the next two weeks more than anything. i knew this was going to happen, sooner or later. i reallly dont want to deal with thisssss.
we beat pa !
i was so excited. freezing .. but still very excited =]
id love to tell you whats going on. id love to just go for a walk and tell you everything that has been bothering me and why ive been acting so weird. but to tell you the truth, i dont even know what im afraid of .. im just afraid. i know you think im being weird / mean .. and i hate putting you in the situation that you're in .. since you dont deserve that. but this is hard for me. you really have to try and understand that.
you backstabbed me and basically shot me down last night.
but thats fine .. im over it. im not going to make a big deal out of nothing.
SARAH AND RACHEL GOT ME THE FERRET CALENDAR!
i love it, .. almost as much as i love them <3
im gonna go shower and get ready.
everyone is taking me out for my bday =]
<3 baby, you saveeee me.
maybe im being immature. maybe im just running away from my problems instead of dealing with them. call it whatever you want. i reallly dont want to have to deal with this right now. im absolutley dreading the next two weeks more than anything. i knew this was going to happen, sooner or later. i reallly dont want to deal with thisssss.
we beat pa !
i was so excited. freezing .. but still very excited =]
id love to tell you whats going on. id love to just go for a walk and tell you everything that has been bothering me and why ive been acting so weird. but to tell you the truth, i dont even know what im afraid of .. im just afraid. i know you think im being weird / mean .. and i hate putting you in the situation that you're in .. since you dont deserve that. but this is hard for me. you really have to try and understand that.
you backstabbed me and basically shot me down last night.
but thats fine .. im over it. im not going to make a big deal out of nothing.
SARAH AND RACHEL GOT ME THE FERRET CALENDAR!
i love it, .. almost as much as i love them <3
im gonna go shower and get ready.
everyone is taking me out for my bday =]
<3 baby, you saveeee me.