(no subject)
hey everyone...well....i deff ruinned everything between jarred amd me...well i need to get over this thing with him...wow...its so stupid....can you say freak..thats it im a freak over him...well anyways im kindof mad...pissed..im a wreck..i dont feel good...i feel like im goin to pass out again..but im not...i have to go to the doctors on wednesday...ive been trying to call my mom and she wont answer her phone i dont want to leave a message on her answer machine cuz it might be the wrong number...i want to callher and say happy mothers day..but i cant....omg...i hope she doesnt yell at me because suppossibly i dint call her..whcih i did and its her flaut that she wont answer her phone for me..so...whatever i guess...i will write her a letter and send her some stuff....for her....to tell her that im sry and that i wish she had the best mother days...even though noone is there to say that to her...only fred and hes a dog so yea...well ihave to go..my eyes are getting annoying...and joey just signed on so yea bye bye