Procrastinate

Sep 03, 2013 19:11

Damn it i really need to get on with editing europe photos before my travelblogging steam evaporates conpletely, but it's so cumbersome...

Anyw decided to do one of those pointless 'about me' things hahhaha.

1/ I am extremely fond of most forms of expression (actually i guess i'd say ALL, but then again you can never be too sure right ?) Which kinda explains my love for books, plays, singing, doodling, writing, photography, dance, tattoos, art.. Yeah.

2/ I think I'm openly weird in the sense that if i ever were comfortable w you you'd start being privy to my random ramblings and thought processes, like my poor sister LOL.

3/ I usually appear calm and composed in dire situations but trust me i'm panicking like a dog beneath that exterior.

4/ I like to sing and am actually good at it. One of the rare few talents i think i have, but will only flaunt if i'm comfortable with you.

5/ i enjoy the search for meaning and i believe meaning to exist behind every action and output. Also think this is the reason for #1 - i believe all expressions stem from an idea or message someone wants to put across..

6/ ..which is why i tend to overanalyse things, sometimes.

7/ Family is extremely important to me, and i'll never date a guy who doesn't love his own.

8/ I have a lot of ideals, maybe way too many.

9/ I'm actually very 'craven', but during that ocip reflections exercise many wrote that they thought i was a brave person. I fear a lot of things, from dying to deep water to ghosts to falling.. But i guess i experience a lot of 'yolo moments' during which i'd suddenly have the strength of courage for no particular reason so yeah.

10/ For all my years of experience on stage i can't for the love of me feign interest in smth i don't like. JUST CANT. WHY.

11/ I believe in platonic friendships. Peeereeeyod.

12/ There's never anything i love enough to make me want to stay. I guess this is why i'm always drifting. And trust me i do like a lot of things, just not enough. However i also believe it to be a front - my way of protecting myself maybe.

13/ Some of my biggest fears are commitment, losing people and irrelevance. I can't decide which triumphs over the others but i think it's losing people. Commitment is one of the main reasons why i'm absolutely horrified by the idea of growing up. Commitment is the spot of black bother on my white canvas of freedom.

14/ If opportunities were equal and free for all the one thing i want to be doing is to reach out to people, everyday folk like you and i, and leverage on the power of the internet to share their stories. I believe everyone has a story worth listening to. Which is why i'm absolutely in love w HoNY and what he's done thus far. Just brilliant. This is also primarily why i want to be a travel writer. For the stories. It's what makes us human. We all have stories waiting to be told. So you see i do know what i want. I just can't rly have it.

15/ my favourite number is 15. Been so for a long time (:
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