It's My Life... & It's Now Or Never.
The way i look at things at the moment is that do you know what? Recently my life has revolved around one person, Joshua. For the past 4 or 5 months i've spent every waking second with this guy and although i love him to pieces maybe i need fresh air?... a bit of space, a bit of "ricky and his other friends" time - you know? So i've made plans, plans that don't involve him.
Tonight - I was supposed to be going to canal street with Kate but i cancelled as it's been a stressful day (lol)
Wednesday - I'm over at my mums for the evening as my aunty and cousin arrive, i haven't seen them in years so it would be absolutely wonderful to spend some time with them having chats etc.
Thursday - Stacey & Kate are coming around to mine for a 'girly night in'... we're watching dvd's.... eating chocolate and getting wasted (that should be a right laugh)
Friday - I'm staying over at Dan's on friday night.. we're having a meal and watching some films, getting drunk once again and having a good old fun time.
Saturday - I'm going out to canal street with Tim, Tim's a great laugh and it should be mucho fun!!
Sunday - Ice skaing with Stacey & Kate - this should be fucking awesome.. i haven't been in forever.
So basically.. i'm keeping myself really busy and all should be all well and true, i'm not going to Mope around the house bored off my face waiting for Joshua to come home and tell me how loved up he is with his new fella. I'm not doing it to be nasty, i'm doing it because i care so much........... i can't help but be negative so the best i can do is take away my negative energy and let him enjoy himself, Sometimes to love somebody means to let them go.
xx
Tonight - I was supposed to be going to canal street with Kate but i cancelled as it's been a stressful day (lol)
Wednesday - I'm over at my mums for the evening as my aunty and cousin arrive, i haven't seen them in years so it would be absolutely wonderful to spend some time with them having chats etc.
Thursday - Stacey & Kate are coming around to mine for a 'girly night in'... we're watching dvd's.... eating chocolate and getting wasted (that should be a right laugh)
Friday - I'm staying over at Dan's on friday night.. we're having a meal and watching some films, getting drunk once again and having a good old fun time.
Saturday - I'm going out to canal street with Tim, Tim's a great laugh and it should be mucho fun!!
Sunday - Ice skaing with Stacey & Kate - this should be fucking awesome.. i haven't been in forever.
So basically.. i'm keeping myself really busy and all should be all well and true, i'm not going to Mope around the house bored off my face waiting for Joshua to come home and tell me how loved up he is with his new fella. I'm not doing it to be nasty, i'm doing it because i care so much........... i can't help but be negative so the best i can do is take away my negative energy and let him enjoy himself, Sometimes to love somebody means to let them go.
xx