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Dec 02, 2002 17:11

Today I was reading various Psalms, and a majority of them were about how God is our strength and our protector, and how amazing He is to us, and how great His love is for us. God is our Rock and He will always be there for us. He is our Alpha and Omega. God truly continues to amaze me with how much He gives to me in life. He has given me a great selection of peers to confide in when I need them. Friends whom will always make me smile. Friends whom I can go to when I am down. Friends whom are Beautiful people in every way possible. He brings new people into my life everyday and I love spending time with them and getting to know them. Some of them are broguth to me so I can help them, and some of them are brought to me so they can help me.

Most recently God has opened my eyes to all the hate there is out there towards Christians, and for now, I can see a few possible reasons for it, and everyday I continue to try to see and learn more and more about why these people feel the way they do.

I love the way God helps me understand people, its great to be able to know why people feel the way they do. God put me through all things I went through for a reason, some of which is still unclear to me, but in time it will have a reason.

I have a brother in Christ who continues to grow, and its inspiring to me. He is really hard on himslef and its hard for me to see him like that, but I know he will turn out to be like me, and understand himself more and more, and he will make the best of his situation, and turn it around to glorify God.

Something God has laid on my heart recently is the whole girl issue with me. And now I have come to a decision to not go out of my way to find a girl, because when God feels its the right time for me to have someone special in my life, he will make it evident. There seems to be soo much pressure in society to have a significant other, that I think I reacted upon that and got into a realtionship I wasnt ready for. I did indeed have feelings for this person, but my heart was not right, and it was not my time for a relationship. God conficted me through that whole relationship, but my selfishness kept me there. Now I shall wait until its Gods will for me to be back in a relationship situation.

I was and still am struggling with my parental conflicts, but I am trying my best to put an effort into the situation. I do however, get very discouraged because my effort is the only effort in this situation.

God is an awesome God, and I continue to serve and love him with all my heart. He deserves all our praise and all our love that we have to give.

I am going to take off. God bless. Jesus be with you.

-David
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