so sorry (just ranting)
I'm so sorry for the lack of updates on here. I knew this was going to happen, even before I started this Livejournal. It's just that, I don't know. I think I am tired and lazy. This means that I'm totally not in the mood to go through all the stuff I have to do before I can finally post my over 100 new icons on this page. You know, first of all, save the hundreds of them one-by-one on my harddisk.. than I have to go to pb to upload them, luckily all at once. and than make an enormous table to post them all on.. copy the tags, move them to the right place, etc. It's just TOO much. but I will put them up one day, maybe tomorrow. I have like 20 (pilot) Gossip Girl icons coming, and I quess 140 One Tree Hill. But that's just the start of episode 509, which is a little old already, since ten is coming tonight, or for me, tomorrow.
Since yesterday I started a whole new period at school (lasts 7 or 8 weeks, Including Eastern, Paris and a whole lot of other stuff and days of) But it's hard. It's so much and it's like your at school 24/7. You're not ofcourse, but it's taking forever. And that's just the first two days of it. I'm a Graphic Design student, which involves a lot computerwork and a lot of nonsense. Cause half of the time this period, we have marketing stuff and sociology. We even have to build of a political party and campaign. And we have to makeover a store, to make it better working and get them to gain more money. Okay, and where is all the designing in this? Where is the designing in doing a debate in english? Yes, I do get it, but, it's just, it seems so useless.
We also have to go to studyhours. 'to give students a change to bring up their grades' they say. You're forced to go to the lessons. But why? Why do I have to go if all my grades are up and I don't have any thing to do there?
The rest of the lessons are okay though. But you know, I think I'm losing my interests in this study. Last period I had no motivation at all, even my grades dropped, (they were good enough though). I didn't want to do anything at all and made the worst things ever. Maybe my teachers like me enough, I don't know. Maybe I just need a break, although I had one last week and will have one in 3 weeks. The time just seems to fly and go slow at the same time and I can't keep up.